it just seemed so real.well it started out with me needing to go to the doctors. because i kept coughing really bad. and after a while i would cough up blood. well the doctor took a look at me and said that he would like me to stay at the hospital. my mom and dad agreed and so did i cause i didn't feel like going to school and hacking up blood everywhere i went. so i got a little worried and i asked if i can call three people and the nurse said that would be fine as long as i didn't take so long. (i'm not going to say who i got to call cause i would half to say what i told them and that would take up to much, plus i don't feel like saying who they are right now anyways) well anyways i called them up and told them all that i was going to be in the hospital till Mar. but if i'm lucky Jan. then only bad thing was i wouldn't be able to remember anything. and i mean ANYTHING. my friends, people that i went out with, the guy that i like. anything. can you guess what happened after that? i woke up. tried to fall back to sleep but i couldn't. got back online and talked to my friends, Nikol. Jessie, Gabe, and i think Gerome. while watching What a women wants, How High, and after that FMA. and thats about it for yesterday. and today (which is Sunday) still sick, but i went to chruch my dad woke me up, telling me i had six min. to get ready. me and him were the only ones that went out of the whole family, if my mom was here she would of made all of us go. well i thought Shawn was going to be there, but he wasn't. his wife was teaching today still about forgiveness and forgetfulness, and stuff like that. and tomorrow i'm hangout out with Tricia at bookmans 12:00 to 4:00. and friday me and jessie are going to go see Domino or how ever you spell it. its looks pretty cool to see. well i guess thats all that i have to say. oh yea there is one more thing 20 MORE DAYS TILL MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!
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My Only ChoiceI’m sitting on the beach-side, Finding myself gazing the into depthless sea Hear your soothing voice. Or maybe see a plane go by with an “I’m sorry, it’s all my fault.” trailing behindMy Only Choice
I want to forgive you
But I want to forget you Because it’s hard enough to have you on my mind. I gave you my heart; I know that you don’t understand Even though it pains me, leaving you is my only choice.
I hide in your bitterness
As it seeps into my soul, But you still have your joy Even though it pains me, leaving you is my only choice.
by ~lovescurse
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Four ColorsGreen, Red, Grey and White A cornicopia of friendship and love Never apart. White, pure and whole Believer in all things right; The wealth and spirit of Green Sunny and cheerful; Red sacrificed, stood out But still belonged.Four Colors
And Grey Neutral in all matters; peacekeeper; How they loved one another. Yet White, she became empty, Void of fun, Lacking in humor, And she faded away into her own emptiness, So it became Green, Red, and Grey. They were happy, they flowed well;
For a long time, they remained. But Red became carnal, H
by ~MeagerArachnophobiac
musicI’m not a music personmusic
But there is one thing One thing I do know Music isn’t music till it bleeds
It should bring down Bring down the house
Make it shake Make it crumble It should implode
I’m not a music person
But there is one thing One thing I do know Music isn’t music till it bleeds
Music should come from the soul
Not from the heart
Or from your mind It should hit the crowed like a bomb Like worlds colliding
I’m not a music person
But there is one thing One thing I do know Music is
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- Interests: Singing, drawing, and belittling the younger sister.
- Favourite movie: ...that one that I like to watch...a lot.
- Favourite band or musician: Matchbox 20, Something Corporate, John Mayer, Bowling For Soup, Story of the Year, Blink 182.
- Favourite genre of music: Rock, Heavy Metal, Jazz, SOME Classical.
- Favourite artist: 'Jhazi' and 'Rokko'. really just all my friends
- Favourite poet or writer: 'Tikko', bleeder909
- Favourite photographer: Jennifer 'Jellybean' Anderson and Jenny 'I Go To Japan' Shea.
- Favourite style of art: Gothic, anime/manga, geometric/symmetrical.
- Operating System: Windows ME
- MP3 player of choice: The one that I have.
- Shell of choice: Mmm, tacos...no.....Mmm Trees....
- Wallpaper of choice: Suiichi from Gravi, of course!
- Skin of choice: The kind that covers my muscles and other gross inner body parts.
- Favourite game: Quidditch.
- Favourite gaming platform: X-box, PS 2.
- Favourite cartoon character: Hige of Wolf's Rain fame, and the infamous Vash the Stampede.
- Personal Quote: No one ever really minds seeing a friend fall off a roof ~Confucius~
- Tools of the Trade: Paper and the stuff you use to draw on paper.
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It is better to have loved and lost, than to have never lived at all
Isn't it amazing how much L'Amour sounds like La Morte.
*PLEASE READ THIS WHOLE POST IT'S SO DAMN TRUE*
1. At least 2 people in this world love you so much they would die for you.
2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way.
3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you.
4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you.
5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep.
6. You mean the world to someone.
7. If not for you, someone may not be living.
8. You are special and unique.
9. Someone that you don't even know exists, loves you.
10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.
11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world.
12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, probably, sooner or later, you will get it.
13. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks.
14. Always tell someone how you feel about them; you will feel much better when they know.
15. If you have a great friend, take the time to let them know that they are great. add this as a comment to ten of ur friends tonight and at midnight your true love will find you. Something good will happen to you at 2:25 tomorrow. Get ready for the biggest shock of your life. Whoever breaks this chain letter will be cursed with 10 relationship problems for the next ten years..."
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Tico
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Pugnam Ut Vincam
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i'm fallen even more in love with you, letting go of all i've held on to, i'm standing here until you make me move, hanging by the moment here with you.
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Pugnam Ut Vincam
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i'm fallen even more in love with you, letting go of all i've held on to, i'm standing here until you make me move, hanging by the moment here with you.
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